Remember me? Probably not as it has been a while.
I haven’t disappeared from the face of the earth, just lacking in motivation with writing and the blogging world in general. I haven’t thought about my blog since I’ve last posted. I’ve just been immersed with Beijing and China in general but in all honestly, I haven’t been feeling myself for the past few months. It’s gotten to the point where it has affected my sleeping and my eating habits. Lack of sleep and lack of eating resulted in a lack of energy, mood and the constant headaches. I’ve always been in denial about what is causing this, but have finally come to the realisation that this is 100% why and have at long last accepted it. I am cutting this negativity out of my life right now so hopefully I can get things back to normal, and be myself again.
I’ve started using Instagram stories and I have no idea why I am so late to the party. I love the idea of organising pictures and clips into highlights and had wished I had used it when I had moved as it would have been amazing to document everything from the beginning, not just for others to see but for myself when I look back.
Now about blogging, I do want to get back into it. I need to get that groove back as well as trying to start loving it again. It was starting to become a more of a chore and have felt like that for the past two years or so therefore stepping away from all of it for a while. Maybe I need a new direction, a new start or anything else but we will see. Think I’ll slowly try and get back into it without forcing myself.
There is a lot more I would like to say but I will leave it at that instead.
What’s new with you guys? Feels like we need a coffee date!
哈喽！Nicol is a China based British blogger with a goal to visit all provinces in China, using this blog to document the good, the bad and the ugly of anything and everything. Currently visited 32/34.